my ear is getting more and more painful as each day passes. :(

i am going to consult doctor AGAIN tomorrow. I wish i can hear things again asap!

it's really awful to listen to things by one ear. and the sounds you hear have to be louder than usual. the sharp pain repeating in my ear, it's terrible!

OUCH!

sometimes we took many things for granted.

Me? I realized i did. a lot of times. :) especially to silly.

i wasn't feeling so well yesterday when meeting him for dinner. probably due to the med that i had, it made me feel so drowsy and sleepy and restless. I didn't react much back to his words. I am so sorry my dear. I totally have no strength to react back. Anything that requires me to speak or move totally makes me feel so tired.but he completely understands me and i know you tried your best to cheer me up. don't feel sad ok? i will recover well (i hope so) haha. :) thanks silly. cause i might not be that understanding as him. i am always the not understanding party. haha i admit it. :) that's why i took many things for granted. I am trying to be one too!

I just wanna say a big thank you to you :)
thanks for the freedom, happiness and support you gave me.
i know you just want me to be happy.

BIG HUG FOR YOU!

love ya! :)