back from driving lesson. everything was fine till i received a msg. i knew that would happen. i think differently. i am just so odd. and so most of the time i choose to be a silent hill.


sometimes being a easy-going person is not that effortless.

some of the things that were taken for granted were never revealed or realized.


alone, unaccompanied, always on my own.

no pleasing, no understanding and that's it.


you thought i was fine cause i didn't speak out, but i wasn't.
this goes all the way back to different perspective.


i just want to have a carefree life.
avoiding any gloomy stuff as i get affected so damn simply, just like this moment.


small matters accumulate to serious matters.

and i guess that's why.

frankly, i blame no one for that.

it's despairing to see how i was being put in that way.
well, tears dropped, i anticipate that i would be well again.


no one's perfect so am i.