childhood i miss

yest went bugis with tungi. went to get her printer stuff and den went bugis street to shop for awhile. really awhile.cos not enough time to shop for more things except our watches. hehe. den went cine to mit ling and keat. but end up the 200 pounds movie tix were sold out!so we went shaw instead. guess wad. 9.45pm tix were sold out too!! i can only say we were damn "lucky". so no choice gotta catch the 12am one. and went ard to hang and chatted for the time to pass. yup the show is rather nice. =) but made us cried. when the touching and saddening part. =(



wed nite went for uncle's funeral. wasn't that sad when i know that he passed away. but when the nite i went for his funeral, i just feel very upset. =( i donnoe why. maybe it link to a lot of things. and i told myself i really must treasure my family and frens. cos you wont know when things gonna change. and maybe one day i will jus die as well? neither i wanna have any regrets. =) and so on. long time since i met my cousin,he is the onli son that my uncle have. but uncle have already divorced with his wife.so i don really noe how he feel like. but i think if i were him, i might feel very very sad and heartbroken. cos i doubt he gt the chance to spend a lot of time with his dad when my uncle is still alive and i know my uncle really love him a lot. =) but no choice, cos they gt divorced.they are not living together and cant meet up that often i guess.anyway, i doubt i gonna meet him again. so hope he is doing well and be a gd guy. =) miss the time when we can just happily kick the soccer ball around with my bro and him. that happens onli once in a life time. in my life time. =)


and after watching that show, i thought of many things. jus so out of a sudden all things flash thru.i miss my home and family very much!back to times when bro and me were in primary school,dad will always drive his van with mum and come fetch us. den we will always go around anyplace to have dinner, everyday different place.and each place that we went before, we will always get to know what food are nice at that place.and if dad ask me what i wanna eat,if i say i wanna eat duck rice, den he will know where to bring us to. =) so fun huh. and den after dinner we will go shoppin area and get our toys. haha .POWER RANGER! and when i was having class school in the morning, mum will always come fetch me after school in the noon. and i rmb there was this time when mum came with her trolley, and there, was a sailor moon where u can put money inside one.i was damn happy. haha but u know, when u were young, u just wont appreciate that much as now when i think back. she is really my great mum. she did lots of things for us which when i was young and so damn stubborn about all small lil stupid stuff.now then i know how it feels like. =) thanks mum.thanks dad. i love you all =)


and ya. grandma is sick today. hope tml i can visit her. =) and tml supposed to watch spider man with tung they all. but i doubt i have fate with spiderman. haha nvm, hope i can catch it another day then. =) hope she wil enjoy with tea.


greyish cloud coming soon. =)


it's better to shut myself up.