=( sad day

hmm.last thurs nite he came to fetch me afterwork.i went san yi hse. cos i realised i haven been spending much time with her.maybe i am growing older and older as day pass. so i really don wan any regrets in my life.i jus wana let them know i still really care for them even i am having my own life.yup.i really love my family and frens a lot.cos i noe,treasure wadever u have now.cos they might not be there forever.

last fri went ktv with shin and tungi. ya. it's really a long time since we went kbox. we are really crazy.i really love the way we are .=) really fun.went till around 1+am. dad and mum came to fetch us. =) thanks lot. and i know i always spend more time on outside than at home. but i really feel bad sometimes. but i am really busy. i don know why, i jus kip have things to do and pple to mit.maybe i shld learn to be a bit homie ya. =)


sat nite he came to fetch mi after work. i went enzo's place.ru mi and enzo started to tok when i told them abt my life thing. hmm. well, i first time hear enzo saying this kind of thing.ya, she is a butch. and ru told her to turn back now. but she know,it's too late and she cant either. ya i know that also. it's really tough. and she is also afraid next time she have to live alone, cos her mum, is not gonna be there forever.and she is the only daughter.sometimes i hope human doesn't nid to die.cos is really a very sad moment.and i hate it a lot.i scare them to leave me one by one.but i know it cant be help.ya, and i told her,3 of us next time live together. who knows, no guys want me and then i wont get married as well, so we can live together. =) and ya, we started to tok a lot.i really enjoy tokin to them. cos we share our very personal thoughts.we will work hard de. =)


i know, u treat me really very well.but i think i did nth for u.and what u said, we are not suitable. ya i agreed. but i thought it will be alright. cos i have seen real life egs, but they are still together happily.sometimes i just hope, we are happy together, have dinner together,watch movie together,play together,shop and have fun together.spend many festivals together, sounds simple ya? but it doesn't seems to be in real life. well, maybe as what u said, we are born from different backgrd.ya, we cant change that. i know. and i dont expect u to change or wad, i mean jus live as your usual self. sometimes, i wonder is it that difficult to be together. maybe our case yes?and i have really see a big change in u compare to 2 yrs back.but its ok. not fated. no idea. it's ok.just get prepared. don worry guys. =)


just now met up with tungi and min.sim cant come. but i haven been seeing her for a long time le. miss her a lot.hais.and i have been seeing my dears from showing big white teeth till tears roll down.it's really sad to see them like this. and i will cry too. don noe why. maybe they are really very precious to me. =) . i love them a lot a lot alot! and we will be frens forever i promise. =). without them, i don noe how i will be now. having a miserable life i guess.yes.


just chatted finish with a fren on phone just now. at this hr, i am tired. but is really a gd fren to tok to ya.i mean we share our stories together.taught me some things.thanks ya. maybe i nv find u that gd to tok to in the previous outing. =) hmm. i am really tired now. gotta wake up early tml. another training on shoes technology at heeren tml at 9am! today already woke up very early for stock taking. tml another one. ok. time's up. turn off.

hmm.i really changed a lot i guess. =) but i don noe is it gd or bad. seriously,no idea. last time i wil always look forward for my bday. but guess what happen that past few days. darlin sent mi this msg saying she is having a cousin wedding on this coming friday and also ask me when i free so that she can pass me back my bag.and so she will mit us later but she will rush to mit us after the dinner. then i was thinking, when did we arrange to mit on friday.and i thought might be shorty didn't inform me or wad ba. so i jus reply her it's ok. when she is free den she pass me to me. then she reply me saying sorry for late arrival on my bday. haha. sucha joke man. i really don noe that my bday is that near. i mean, i seriously, birthday was not on my mind.no feeling to celebrate. wonder why.this isn't me.maybe i am that pathetic, i can forget abt my birthday. growing older, no meaning to celebrate le. =)


ok. tuck in.


tired. gotta stop.

i want us to be happy.


i am ... i don noe. what are we now... no idea.




and i wont forget today is my beloved china buddy's birthday!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIYING! =D jie.. jia you! love you *muackx