him

well,jus got back from aunt's hse. yest wanted to join hy and guys for supper but end up aunt came to find me. so went supper with her instead. =) sorli guys. =) next time ya! cheers! wahaha.

anyway. to my cousin mei shan. hais, i don't even know what to say to you. is like, you know? i don't even know how to help you when in the first place you are not even bothering to do sth to ur own life. hope you can be more responsible in the future. take care =)


wed nite was chatting with him. we were chatting so fine, i mean everything was alright. out of sudden, he jus kept replying nth nth nth. i knew sth was not right. at first he said he don wanna say out, so i jus said alright, just take care then. but later in the part, he told me he cried, which himself don't even know the reason behind it. he suddenly just said, he cried cos maybe he realized how hurt i was in the past. well, i was rather sad that time. but i told him, afterall it's over. i mean it's like so sudden that he cried. and memories came back, those pic that he drew for me etc. i mean he is really a sweet guy. but too bad, games was the distracting part. he said that that time he was wrong, he rather play game then spend time with me. haha. all i can said to him is not to do that again to his future gf or lover ba. =) i mean now we still can be gd fren ya. hee . but that was a really swt memory for me. =) . i am thinking, if that time we were really together, will we still be together now? weird ques, but that's a gd ques anyway. not to bother, move forward ya!


tungi jia you! tungi is free to say anything on her blog now! wahaha. just like me. read ur blog so i suddenly feel like writing anything about him!



somehow, he is still living inside. =)