*sad

*hmm* suddenly rmb about that pri sch fren.cos i was browsing thru frenster and read thru my testi. saw ah wei,ah yee and jia hui's testi for me.reminds me of the pri sch times.yesterday was eating at the coffeeshop and was chatting with tung and shin. then we talked about our pri sch stuff.i realised during my pri sch time,i was a darn bad person. *so bad* i mean not that i am gd now,but at least better.maybe last time still young,don't know much things about life.

so there was this gal that i really feel remorseful about.i forgot wad's her name. but i think is something like hui qi? forgot.but her name have some thing like qi,and she gt a twin sister. yup. she has a gd personality.but during that time, i was darn naughty and ruthless. the first time we get to know each other was that during the changing of the chinese lessons.she came to my class to have lesson.so she sat beside me,and then we get to know more about each other. so we began to talk a lot and played around.and everytime during recess,she will come and look for me and keep sticking with me. so one day, i suddenly get very frustrated about it and i told her one thing. "can you stop following me,you are very annoying!"and from that day onwards,she nv came to look for me. but when she saw me, i think she still put on a smile on her face to me,if i nv rmb wrongly.hais. AIN'T I A BAD GAL?! she is so gd and yet i still said that to her.*oh man* can't believe i am such a awful kid man.i mean she is so gd that even i told her that,she didn't utter a word AT ALL! hais. so guilty about it.wonder wad's going on my mind during those times. so i said that to myself, if one day i stil get a chance to see her or talk to her, i would like to apologise to her SINCERELY. really. sorry for being such a idiotic fren.find it so shameful if i get to see her again.but i really wanna apologise to her. wonder if it hurts her during that time. i am such a idiot person man! hmm. hope thru the frenster i can find her. *=( sorry gal! didn't meant to say that to you! i was too ignorant at that time.

tired day. mountains of work waiting for me to clear man. *T.T~ *chaos*
today rAtiNg:***1/2 ( i wanna say sorry! )